21(//) OUT NOW(!)

I turned 21 today and these two songs are how I felt in the month leading up to it. I felt trapped and non-vocal. Then I felt kinda okay. Best of both worlds I guess.

The first song is pretty much how Rick feels all the time, and turning 21 I just felt it more and more and MORE, and I fukn hated it, seriously. Every time I talk to someone they're asking me to speak up and saying they can't understand a single word I said, and I think it's just a thing about comfort. I don't feel comfortable being vocal all the time and especially at a high volume. It's safer in my own bubble.

“Anything good that can happen, will happen”

Opposite of Murphy’s law.

The second song is a wrap up of everything I was doing this last month since the end of April when I decided to leave social media until my birthday. I was going work a lot. Voting for like the second or third time and it felt so uncomfortable. Kendrick was abusing Drake. OKC was beating niggas ass [until we lost ):]. I went out with a couple of mates and then had to go work with the craziest hangover [normal shit]. AND I CYCLED UP TO WAPPING DOMINOES IN THE SPITTING RAIN FOR A LARGE PIZZA AND BACK YARD WITH ONE HAND ON THE PIZZA AND ONE ON THE BIKE. YOU NIGGAS AIN'T LIKE MEEEEE(!!!)

But yeah man. mood be changing and that. I be depressed 60(%) of every month so I'm happy I finally made music that I can continue being depressed to for the next months. My brother genuinely doesn't like the song, recording it with him was jokes because he DID NOT wanna do this song but c'est la vie. If you man don't like this song too then fairs idc, I like it and it's going into my playlist so I'll fund myself with all the late night streams.

Enjoy the experience fukers.

https://unitedmasters.com/m/21-33